Run

Sometimes I just want to get away from it all, just be nobody for awhile. A blank slate, someone who does not really exist, yet still be someone. To have no identity, without responsibilities, without anything. 

Sometimes I'm tired of being myself. Exhausted from life. 

And I just don't want to be anybody at this moment.

Peter Pan

'Don't grow up' they said. 'You can grow old, but growing up is a choice.'

To want to stay a child when the world moves forward is a selfish thought. To want no responsibilities to bear, but who will bear them for you? Only family would.

Sometimes, growing up is not a choice. It is a responsibility, and it is the least one could do. How selfish am I to want to stay a child forever? 

There is no time to fall, no time to waste, no time to be pitiful, all the while someone else is there tiring their days away for you. Saying thank you does not even begin to cover it.

On the one day that someone deserves to rest, he can't. While me, without contributing anything could waste the day. 

At the very least, happy birthday.

Point

Current view.

Drawing a bit of a blank right now on mah life in general. All day lecture materials talking about heart attacks, I think I'm about to get one soon. Things I did recently:

- Stream 4 lectures in 2 hours.

- Eat one month's worth of chips in one week.

- Learn to make Japanese curry.

- Jog 4.2km without dying.

- Walk 4.2km without dying.

- Miss 2 practicals.

- Attend 2 practicals.

Good times pass too fast, but still hoping that bad times will pass just as fast.